An article written by Gill Clarke:
http://www.independentdance.co.uk/forum/2007/08/02/mind-as-in-motion/
A few thoughts about points where Gill’s thinking (and the thinking of others) doesn’t quite sit with these experiences in Sofia - not so much to disagree, but as a means of further clarifying what is at the heart of this work (and my experience of it).
Gill quotes Merleau-Ponty and the “wordless dance”. This work we have been doing feels anything but wordless. In the engagement, in the listening, my experience feels laden with words. They seem to be an integral part of the activity, the way in which I choose, remember, decide, stop, commence … However, the words are not the raison d’être of the work. They seem to contribute to the confluence of pathways, experiences, and sensations …
She also mentions Csikszentmihalyi’s work on ‘flow’:
“they stop being aware of themselves as separate from the actions they are performing”.
Once again, this doesn’t sit quite right for me. There is something in this work with Bagryana in which there is an interplay between my being aware of this ’separateness’ (my self in relation to the physical actions), and then playing with it in terms of the improvisational choices I am making. In this sense, the ’separateness’ becomes part of the ‘flow’ - perhaps an aesthetic choice?
I hope I am not misunderstanding Csikszentmihalyi’s thinking. Or maybe his thinking doesn’t cover the breadth of the improvising experience? (particularly when we are directly playing with the quality of attention and awareness).
Finally, Gill quotes psychologist Guy Claxton’s consideration of intuition, which “works through a relaxed yet precise, non-verbal attention to the details of a situation, to the actual effect of one’s interventions, without any explicit commentary of justification or judgement, and without deliberately hunting for a conscious, articulate mental grasp”.
It’s probably out of context to discuss intuition, but this work we are doing is highly intuitive. However, it definitely involves judgments on my part. They might not be explicit (to a viewer), but I feel that they are explicit to me. In other words, if asked, I could talk to how I was judging the improvisations.
Does this mean I am not present? Is the quality of the work reduced because I am involved in deeply judgmental activities? (or is the type of judgments that are going on?) In other words, within the improvising I am consistently engaged in decision making processes based on judgments of things like tone, space, time (and rhythms), dynamic, gaze, relationship to external stimuli (music, voice, words etc) … it is almost as if the complexity of the judging affords the possibility of improvised flow (or ‘performative listening’).
Need to do more work on this. In the studio. And at my desk.